Sometimes you learn, by then you have to move on.
Maybe it was high time I moved on myself and that's what I'm trying to do right now. Although it seems a little selfish, I feel it's the right thing to do. Actually, I'm questioning how much selfish is it... probably not that much. People don't think about each other when it comes to something they really want to. They just do it.
And again I feel a bit afraid and I know I'm a little hard with changes in general, but maybe I just need to learn how to deal with them.
Well, let's see what happens at this new job!