I may have been misjudging situations. Maybe not only situations, but also some people. And I do not see why I wouldn’t have reasons on Earth to do so. My latest experiences have showed me that there are lots of people in the world that simply don’t care about others’ feelings. Or they even care but only for a very short period of time.
People can become unpolite and even rude to others when it comes to feelings. They suddenly forget their manners and have no intention to make you feel comfortable with certain situations. And then it is all about the frustration. Your frustation, actually.
I may be wrong... but it is a way of self protection as well. I try to protect myself from these kind of people. Yeah, well, I'm usually really naive about everybody. I always think that people around me have a good heart and have, above all, good feelings to share with me. And then I just realize that, once again, not everybody is like this. So, that's why I have so many reasons to protect myself. And I do try to do so.
But then I meet somebody that is just out of all my expectations. A person who seems to have lots of good things to share with me... at least for a while. And then? Am I just so lost with bad people that when a nice person comes I am not able to recognize? Am going to misjudge his actions just because I'm so used to the nasty ones? Oh, well... have no clue where it's going to end up inside of me.
(*) Foto por Alvaro Cordeiro: 'Caminhando........."