How hard it is to be back to reality? It's been terrible. I only have been here for a little bit more than 2 days and I already feel bad. Depressed. No words to explain. What has happened to me? I have no clue! What is going on with my life? I feel like I'm completely lost. I really don't understand...
How hard it is for me to understand that eveything should get back to normal like it always happened before? I'm afraid things will never be the same again. Actually, I do believe they aren't going back to any normality.
I feel that this trip wasn't just "another trip", but a real watermark. I've changed and that's it. I acted very differently compared to what I'm used to everyday. I did things I never imagined and they did make me feel good. They made me feel alive again!
I feel so bored right now.